Up Early

I meant to blog yesterday but I was out of town and couldn’t remember how to get to my blog admin. page. (I have it tabbed on my home computer)

Anyway, working on some new stuff (as always). Long range business so if it ever gets close I’ll let you know what I’m up to.

It’s barely six am. Got up to meet my tennis partner at 5:30 but she wasn’t there. I don’t know if she forgot or I got it wrong. It’s okay though I have a lesson scheduled for 9:15. Now if that gets cancelled I’ll be bummed!!

My game plan for today? I plan not to get irritated by anything. That’s a job. I impassion easily. Or shall I say, I used to. I think I have it under control these days. But you never get fixed entirely so I keep an eye out for it. I raise this because if you will recall I teed off on a guy earlier this month who got on my patch of land (see a previous blog.) Not that he didn’t deserve it – he did – but now my job is to move past it.

He and I had a phone call the other day where I said “You and I will never agree on what your actions have been in the past and why I am so unhappy about them. But I intend to move forward premised on the understanding that you now know what I require.” He and I must work together. (a legal thing)

We had been going around and around about what had happened and we couldn’t agree. Yesterday I saw the fruits of my ‘let’s move on’ statement. We have established a whole new relationship – one much more to my liking.

But I take ownership for my part in it. I tip toed around and was wishy washy. You know, that ‘False Okay’ thing I always talk about. I kinda think it’s a bit of a ‘woman – need to please thing.’ Not sure but I will say this E told me about it two years ago and I didn’t listen. I was a little irritated with myself about that for a while. But I decided that was not helpful so I let it go.

What can I say? Live and learn. We are all works in progress. I plan on being a much better person than I am ten years from now.

You guys take it easy.

Peace.