Having Tech Issues

My computer woke up with an attitude this morning.  I have been trying to work on this thing for an hour.  Re booted my router – you name it.  Hope I can get through my blog.

Played tennis this morning – 90 degrees.  I was so tired I didn’t think I could finish the lesson.  My instructor said “well rest a little and we’ll work on your serve.”  I hardly ever work on my serve because I love just running and hitting so much.  But it was better than ending the lesson early.  So I did it.  Never served better in my life.  Just goes to show you that just about anything, including exhaustion, can have some value. (All Ramifications Rule).

Still working on my forever surprise – I don’t even want to name all of the months anymore.  Two weeks maybe?  We’ll see.

I am working on a number of things and getting nowhere fast.  But I am having fun.  I can’t say that I am worry free.  Who is?  But I am riding the waves rather well.  There is stuff going on here that would normally send me into a tizzy.  But I can’t even work up a sweat about it.  I do what I can do and move on.  I am so cool these days I might start worrying about not worrying.  Have I lost my edge?  Is the other shoe about to drop?

Oh, there you go, that’s the Lynn Toler I know and love. . .

No, but really.   I think my vision is getting longer.  I can see the big picture.  Not quite sure what it is but it certainly is more than the sum total of the nonsense I tend to get worked up about.

I let a few problems work themselves out without my constant interference the last few days.  Did what I needed to do then stepped back.  I became calm when I arrived at the soothing conclusion that if things don’t go exactly how I thought they should the world would not end.

Picky and sticky.  Insistent and rigid.  No way to live.

I am in the Bahamas in my head.

Here’s wishing you your own personal cerebral vacation.  Come join me on the beach.

Peace.

p.s. Do you know I have the nerve to be allergic to sunscreen?  Working the ‘natural brands’ to see if I can get some relief.   My faces itches and I look like I am 16 – you remember right – zits aplenty – except they are everywhere eyelids you name it.   Rash central.

This is me Pre- breakout: