Interesting
As you can see I was in an odd place yesterday. I have stepped out of the shadows this morning. I am not yet in the sunshine. Things are still a bit overcast but I can push on from here of my own accord.
You know, I always find this blog thing interesting. Sometimes I hesitate to write just what I feel and go over it and over it to eliminate or at least keep misinterpretation or overexposure to a minimum. Then sometimes, like yesterday I am where I am and don’t care.
I always feel weird about it the next day though. I have no fear of my lesser self. But both E and Duchess say I am begging for trouble by letting everyone see so much. (and the fact that the two of them agree on something is HUGE).
I had no direction or conclusion to the above. Just putting it out there. I am a little edgy.
Duchess’ flight got cancelled so she is a day late. To tell you the truth I was relieved. When I am in a state and I don’t want people to know and I can fool everybody except her. (of course, I wasn’t trying to fool you guys cause I just threw it out there) But I don’t like my family to feel it. Especially her. I hate it when she knows I am not doing well. My job is to bring her joy. That’s it and that’s all.
I put a video on Facebook the other day and confused everybody. Here’s a picture of me that has nothing to do with the post. I just put it in there because I look happy. Faking it until I feel it.